Mayim Emanu-El—Bauheim
Visiting Immigrant
Zaza got me speaking Esperanto
Posts: 3,908
Nation in NSUK: Nouvelle Acadie
NS Family: Bauheim
Political Party: Labour and Co-operative
Military Rank: Officer Cadet
Discord Handle: euphgangondiscort
Religion: I Am the God of Hellfire
Pronouns: She/Her
Sexuality: Lesbian
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Post by Mayim Emanu-El—Bauheim on Jun 14, 2023 19:36:32 GMT
Posting this here as I don't have an estate and am not in need of one at the moment. I'll get to the point - I perjured on a citizenship application under the name of Maida Jardine, hiding who I was in an attempt to "start anew". It was foolish, illegal, and most importantly, dishonest to people that have considered me as a friend and confidante. For this, I would like to apologise.
I tried to explain why I did it in private apologies given to friends, but those apologies happened under severe travel-induced sleep deprivation; I'll restate this here publicly in as clear of terms as possible.
I did it because I felt like I couldn't just "come back", after leaving my friends wondering where the hell I went, gone without a trace. I felt I had betrayed their trust and as a result that I was undeserving of reentering the NS life I had built for myself. But my rationale mitigates nothing, of course. In trying to save face, I acted shamefully and dishonestly, and actually betrayed the people of NSUK in the process. There were security concerns, and I violated the law that I helped uphold in the past. This is why I came clean and why I hope to set things right.
I am sorry for what I did, and I hope to rebuild trust where possible with the community - indeed, with my friends. If you have any questions for me about this, feel free to reach out to me privately.
Thank you.
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